Solvency, my footsteps plead, is there a place for me? In this wreckage I am left, stitching together the pieces of my head There's no sun without shadow I cannot change, the voices inside my brain, the things I say Can I live this way, under a darkened cloud of my mistakes? We are buried beneath ourselves Drawing the maps we know of hell My derelict souls, it's got so old Waging wars to find the road I cannot change, the voices inside my brain, the things I say Can I live this way, under a darkened cloud of my mistakes? 'Cause I know the answer is inside of me And I know that this nightmare is the key Can I just wake up? I can't work out why we expect so much Oh, how I try to sew together all these lies I tell myself just to stay well, to fight the fires in this prison cell Where do I go? What do I know? The footprints fade Am I a ghost? Can I just wake up? I cannot change, the voices inside my brain, the things I say Can I live this way, under a darkened cloud of my mistakes? 'Cause I know the answer is inside of me And I know that this nightmare is the key Can I just wake up? I can't work out why we expect so much Where do I go? What do I know? The footprints fade Am I a ghost?