I feel the fear of failing Always falling short of what i'm expecting from myself I still can't get this out of my head I think i'm better of death It's taking upon me I think i'm losing my mind I keep on burying it inside And still i wonder why I'm paralyzed I let it burn inside I'm terrified Of what i could find I'm searching for the light, the balm to heal my broken mind Oh please define What it means to be living Am i supposed to stand still While i'm burning alive Came back from hell, now what? Why do i have to live this over and over again I keep pushing myself to the limit but now i'm left without the flame I'm still here But I've never given up on the fact that this is not where i wanted to be I'm not running away, i'm not running away I'm just trying to comprehend I'm just trying to understand I'm not running away, i'm not running away I'm just trying to comprehend I'm just trying to understand I'm paralyzed I let it burn inside I'm terrified Of what i could find I'm searching for the light, the balm to heal my broken mind Oh please define What it means to be living Oh please define What it means to be living Oh please define What it means to be living