Holding on, I'm holding on to you I cannot let go I know you're gone, but now that I'm gone to you I'm attached to your soul (Luos) I'm unstable I'm not fine I'm unable I'm too high Can't comprehend what I've been feeling Tryna get myself the hell out of my head I won't even know what I've been drinking (Drink-Drink-Drinking) I know I'm unstable and a mess You brought the worse outta me and I hate it Wish I could go back in a time machine and change it But I can't so now I'm stuck with all this hatred Only fifteen every weekend getting faded 'Cause I can't take it I hide all my problems with a high or get wasted Don't know where the blame is No I'm not brainless Know I did you wrong but baby you can't say shit I say it don't matter, but really it's the root of it all It's why I'm drunk on the couch with a million calls 2 AM at a place where I'm huggin' the wall I see your face as I fall To the floor with a chiefed out spliff in my hand Feel like everybody lying saying they understand They try to tell me keep calm, God has a plan But I don't know Holding on, I'm holding on to you I cannot let go I know you're gone, but now that I'm gone to you I'm attached to your soul (Luos) I'm unstable I'm not fine I'm unable I'm too high Can't comprehend what I've been feeling Tryna get myself the hell out of my head I don't even know what I've been drinking (Drink-Drink-Drinking) I know I'm unstable and a mess