I'm sitting all alone to prevaricate I didn't hesitate, I just medicated All them angels apparently too tired to lift up my spirits Been a long time they been liftin' Cuz I'm gifted with extra addictions Every second thing I love, can't give it up Every time I fall in love, I'm stuck I suck, I really do, can't get enough Sometimes my voices tell me all this is just loss Tossin' off the covers just cuz I can't feel your warmth Beside me, I'm beside me, just residing Yeah I messed up, yeah I'm messed up Knew at the start that we couldn't survive me Too little self love to hide in Too much of that lusty madness Justifying my little outbursts of violence Cuz I know, if I lose you I'll go crazy, don't you? I know, what we go through Is that sweet pain of love that you hold to your heart and sing I want you, I want your love I want you, I crave your touch I want you, I want your love I want you, I crave your touch