Jesus I'm starving And dying for a drink Now my brother's self harming He's on the brink Oh I swear one more week Then I'm leaving this shitshow for good I'm leaving this shitshow for good And like the thief at Calvary I'm sorry for my crimes Oh Jesus please remember me I'm far too young to die Before I take this leap I wanna know Before I cross the border What is waiting for me on the other side God I've seen things That I cannot unsee Now they form the walls of This penitentiary And they subjugate me My gallows and my guillotine My gallows and my guillotine We fear most all that we don't know Now it's my time to go Tell me is it El Dorado That lies six feet below And like the thief at Calvary I'm sorry for my crimes Oh Jesus please remember me I'm far too young to die Before I take this leap I want to know Before I cross the border What is waiting for me on the other side