Jesus I'm starving And dying for a drink Now my brother's self harming He's on the brink Oh I swear one more week Then I'm leaving this shitshow for good I'm leaving this shitshow for good Gangdays are over I've confessed my crimes Like a dog with a bone I'll protect what is mine Oh God send me a sign We're like beggars in the dead of night We're like beggars in the dead of night And like the thief at Calvary I'm sorry for my crimes Oh Jesus please remember me I'm far too young to die Before I take this leap I wanna know Before I cross the border What is waiting for me on the other side These locust years Since the stock markets crashed And all of these arrears That I have amassed Oh salvation at last From the millstone that hangs round my neck The millstone that hangs round my neck God I've seen things That I cannot unsee Now they form the walls of This penitentiary And they subjugate me My gallows and my guillotine My gallows and my guillotine Like the thief at Calvary I'm sorry for my crimes Oh Jesus please remember me I'm far too young to die Before I take this leap I want to know Before I cross the border What is waiting for me on the other side We fear most all that we don't know Now it's my time to go Tell me is it El Dorado That lies six feet below And like the thief at Calvary I'm sorry for my crimes Oh Jesus please remember me I'm far too young to die Before I take this leap I want to know Before I cross the border What is waiting for me on the other side