You don't really know the way it feel too be me
An I can't be you
We all get defeated
And when we cut we always bleed through
The soul is see through
I know some people
That haven't lived a day in there life
Treat it like movie not the read through
I need a reason to be better then I am
At the moment
I been broken
Puttin' pieces of the puzzle back again
Damn
And cycles don't ever break
Everybody jaded
Getting out of line don't know they place
Ain't nobody thinking anymore
Came to grips on how I lost some people close to me
And prolly gone lose many more
Tried to rush into this life of flowin' metaphors
And learned to be a man something that I wasn't ready for
Thought I was
Wasn't really what I thought it was
Lonely in the crib
Going through all your stuff
Always say I'm fine
Always call my bluff
Just tryna stay composed every time they brought you up
(You are not as weak as you seem)
You told me that I could be anything I wanted to be
And I'm getting closer to it
But I can't be as happy as I should
Cause every goal I reach
You not gon' be here to see
This shit is fuckin' with me
Having thoughts you wouldn't fuckin' believe
Emotionless it all means nothin to me
All I ever wanted was love
Comfort and peace
Now I'm feeling like
The only way you get that is when your deceased
Happiness is only a pursuit
There's no guarantee you cross the finish line
And even if one day you finally do
Life can Always take you back to When you didn't shine
Keep it mind it can't always be summer
And everybody falls
But not everyone recovers
Just another unfair year
So I need to get away
Anywhere but here