I've been stuck with these memories for
God, I don't even know how long
Struck with these insecurities, sore
Where did it all fucking go wrong?
I don't even know who I am anymore
I find myself picking all the pieces off of the floor
Like strangers, pretend that the other is dead
And feed off the lives of everyone else instead
Oh instead
Tell the same stories more and more
Of all the weak and of all the strong
Immersed in my impurities, Lord
Inspires the most unusual song
Release yourself from the pain that lives in your heart
Forgive yourself or completely fall apart
Find your own will and heed to its every call
The path that you hone will surely lead to it all
Shine light on the dark
Make it numb and make it infernal
Shine bright in the dark
Then become eternal oblivion
I'm driven by this wretched pain, God
Sometimes I don't even know why
Find myself trying to explain, God
I just end up looking to the sky
Trying to find the hidden meanings of it all
Only to find I'm hitting my head against the wall
Find your own will and heed to its every call
The path that you hone will surely lead to it all
Shine light on the dark
Make it numb and make it infernal
Shine bright in the dark
Then become eternal
Time takes its toll on me
With every climb out the hole
I dug In too deep through the dirt
I know too much
Hurts to touch, to sleep
Shine light on the dark
Make it numb and make it infernal
Shine bright in the dark
Then become eternal
Shine light on the dark
Make it numb and make it infernal
Shine bright in the dark
Then become eternal oblivion
Eternal
Eternal