Something doesn't feel right
Something's wrong and I don't know why
In my chest my heart pounds
Every time it feels stronger than before
I was supposed to be rid of all this
Free from any feeling that once made me despair
Every once in a while pain comes to me
And if I let it I know it will break me again
But this time is different
This time I can't control
Please just leave me
'Cause I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
This time I cannot control
Every time it comes back
Pain everywhere that I lay sight
A broken heart is nothing
My soul is shattered above and beyond
I don't know what sin is haunting me
But it will get me soon enough
It will get me soon enough
Answer me this, oh gods above
Why do I keep breaking apart?
Have I sinned or am I a victim?
Is this really all life has for us?
Breaking into pieces this life makes me
Falling from grace is faster than losing myself in me
I know this can't go on
This time I can't control
After all this I don't feel the same
As if I were another version os myself
I remember the times
When all this nonsense was not
We all loved our insides
Just children we were
If only I could go back
Breaking into pieces this life makes me
Falling from grace is faster than losing myself in me
I know this can't go on
This time I can't control
Growing anger in me, I feel nothing else
In this lawless competition
I will be the best
I'll be the best
I'll be the first
Why does it always end like this?
I only wanted to feel everything
Living from memories, all I have left
This void feeds only from anger
And it shall be fed