Why do I have the curiosity To look through your photos and see you smile with him? Why does it make me feel sick? Oh, I'm sick to my stomach, mmm For whatever reason I can't forget about How goddamn happy you look with him And I can't put my finger on it But I've seen you smile like that somewhere else Why do I feel the need to be the best thing in your life? I'm not happy knowing I might be not as good as him I'm not happy knowing I might be not as good I'm not happy knowing I might be not as good as him I'm not happy knowing I might be not as good as him