Maybe if I saw you last October Maybe If I told you that I loved you Never could let go and just forget Paying for it, just bring me the check Why's it always you that I keep seeing? Can't escape, I'm lost without a reason I see you were just a time machine To get me over being 23 But I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways All of the worst ways And I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways But I'm trying not to Laying on the floor and I'm not leaving It gets heavier as you're healing You had always known it'd be like this It Just took me a lifetime to admit But I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways All of the worst ways And I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways But I'm trying not to But I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways All of the worst ways And I hold on to you Hold on to you In all of the worst ways But I'm trying not to I'm trying not to I'm trying not to I'm trying not to