Waiting for the day I don't wake up
Running from a past that won't let go
Living in a dream I'm afraid won't end
Please just carry on
It tears apart my heart to see
Everything I used to be
It tears apart my heart to see
Everything that I've become
You'll always crawl back to me
You are the death of all I loved
I'm always there when you fall
You're the one that dragged me down
I am the madness that dwells
I am your hell
The scars upon your skin
I am the hate within
The black behind your eyes
I live in your lies
The loss in all you gain
I'm never-ending pain
You will never be good enough
No one's ever really liked you
You will always be alone
You're a disappointment
Can't you do anything right
You're worthless
No one could ever love you
No one could ever love you
You will die alone
Ahhhhhhh
Nothing left for me to feel
Betrayed by all I thought was real
Could I ever be good enough for me
Would I ever be able to forgive myself
All I've ever gotten was a dependency of your pain
I see a vivid, colorful world
In shades of fucking gray
So if I die tonight
At last I'll be okay
All I ever wanted
Was to live this life without you
Although I long to change it all
I'm afraid this is my curtain call
I am the madness that dwells
I am your hell
The scars upon your skin
I am the hate within
The black behind your eyes
I live in your lies
The loss in all you gain
I'm never-ending pain
Come with me
I'll show you the only world you'll ever know
You are mine forever
We are meant to be together
I don't know what this night will hold
I don't know if my story will ever be told
But I will fight this
You won't make that choice for me
I don't know what this night will hold
I don't know if my story will ever be told
But I will fight this
You won't make that choice for me
I don't know what this night will hold
I don't know if my story will ever be told
But I will fight this
You won't make that choice for me