Counting the seconds and planning to turn back time I know you're still alive This poison you left me is starting to compromise Every thought that I have and have lost I paid the cost with my life Give me a chance to do something I walk alone inside and feel nothing I've been lost in the lies of the light Go to hell with your promises This was never right Left behind as you once said Left to the darkness in your head Can't help but think you're better off dead Better off dead, better off dead Give me a chance to do something I walk alone inside and feel nothing I've been lost in the lies of the light And I've been doing fine Now I'll be on my way to leave this all behind Lost in the lies of the light Where you left me I choked down the lies that you fed me And all of this time I should have spent mending I waited for the end because of you Let's leave it all in the past Forget all the time that I'm never getting back Stop pushing your way inside my life Let's lay everything we have to rest Forget it all, it's for the best All the broken promises that you fed me All of the times that you've kept me Away from the person I'm meant to be Give me a chance to do something I walk alone inside and feel nothing I've been lost in the lies of the light And I've been doing fine Now I'll be on my way to leave this all behind