In the mourning
The light dissolves and fades into the self
So I'm forming
A picture perfect façade of mental health
It's nostalgia as a sunk cost
Bringing you up from the bottom
Just in time to let you go
I'm giving you up for good
And banking on my future self for sure
Long misunderstood
I'm betting on myself and closing the door
So I say I could be better off this way
Sow from reaping the benefits engaged
That selfless tact
Underneath the mask
Reveals as scheming
A selfish act
To manipulate the past
And stop the seed from growing
Stop our story's ending
To prop up new beginnings
But nothing's never ending
Nothing's never ending
Nothing's never ending
I'm giving you up for good
And banking on my future self for sure
Long misunderstood
I'm betting on myself and closing the door
Searching for an excuse
'Cause in the end we refuse
To move on or grow up
I've got to give you up for good
Bet on a future that my better half would
So-
So long
Sayonara
Doctor said I have to do what's best for myself
So I'll form a picture perfect façade of my mental health
That misery is misleading
In 6 months I'll see you again
Doctor said I have to do what's best for myself
So I'll form a picture perfect façade of my mental health
That misery is misleading
In 6 years I'll see you again