Let's pretend I'm not afraid Of the voices in my head A slow decay An unrelenting motion Deep inside I'm feeling sick What if I never stop the itch Will I ever Sleep again Slowly crawling to the surface My body starts to ache With every step in the wrong direction I fade In my head A raging fight against myself I feel like I am Hanging by a thread A step over the edge again I need to remind me This fire never ends I won't close my eyes 'Cause demons sing me lullabies I will never Sleep again I fade In my head A raging fight against myself I feel like I am Hanging by a thread A step over the edge again I need to remind me This fire never ends As I drop the deadweight I rise above myself In my head A raging fight against myself I feel like I am Hanging by a thread A step over the edge again I need to remind me This fire never ends As I drop the deadweight I rise above myself