Would you still love me if I gave up tomorrow Would you still love me if my dreams didn't come true Stuffed up the hole where my heart should be Said thanks so much for believing in me But, turns out, you didn't have to Would you still love me if I failed tomorrow If I tried but couldn't follow through You can want something bad when you're not very good And the world's so sad, why would I think I could Be special enough to play too But then I said no Demons inside don't drive I'm in control Demons inside don't decide Out of the hole Demons won't bury me alive Not this time Forgive me mama, I'm ashamed Little cold drips down the back of the throat Do I desire, what if I don't Forgive me father, is this sin? I've dared, bared my soul, been scared And must insist on getting in again I can feel something coming I just don't know what I can feel something coming Like a siren in my gut Oh I hear silence and nothing With a pregnant pause after 'but' Forgive me baby I'm on fire I can feel it coming up We can say no Demons inside don't drive We're in control Demons inside don't decide Out of the hole Demon's won't bury me alive Not this time Oh good lord, sky daddy above Won't you bless me please I can't be baptized if it's not holy on my knees It's so loud inside my head, so So dark and depraved Yeah my little bad soul's on a goddamn roll And I can't wait to be saved Can't wait (can't wait, can't wait, can' wait) Oh Can't wait (can't wait, can't wait, can' wait) Oh Can't wait (can't wait, can't wait, can't ah) One more time No Goddammit I said no Back Demon!