When I'm awake at night Sometimes I picture you And hear those words again You said, "I'm leaving" I couldn't hold you down And not expect that you would drown I'm a clown But no one's laughing Maybe you're from another planet One I want to invade It's all been said To me you're dead And it's time to turn your page I'm not sure what it was That led us down that dead-end road Some of those signs can be quite deceiving I knew your favorite things Didn't know that one of them was someone else I'm done believing Someday there will be understanding Everyday is a tragedy It's me you blame But it's a shame That you will always carrie That you will always carrie That you will always carrie