I thought I'd take a look inside myself Where I see it clear and nothing else My mind is full of ugly memories But we both know and hear you me I used to think about the greatest things Now I know the truth and its bothering me I have it this problem so many times before I now I won't let my guard down anymore I was wrong and I'll admit it I'll make a hole and crawl right in it I wont get out until i'm ready Keep my thoughts from straying My empty memories will fade away I'm reminded of a darker day But when I fell in love it felt so great But it all collapsed in my own grave You drove al this way You called me on the phone I tried my best to be last to know We talked all night I was wrong and I'll admit it I'll make a hole and crawl right in it I wont get out until i'm ready Keep my thoughts from straying I thought I'd take a look inside myself Where I see it clear and nothing else My mind is full of ugly memories But we both know and hear you me I used to think about the greatest things Now I know the truth and its bothering me I have it this problem so many times before I now I won't let my guard down anymore