I get cold shivers when I sleep in my bed
I got scars buried Deep in my head
I got secrets that'll never ever be said
I got I got I get
I get cold shivers when I sleep in my bed
I got scars buried Deep in my head
I got secrets that'll never ever be said
I got I got I get
Since 1998 I been accustomed to hate
That's why am over cautious when cupid brings me a plate
My hearts been starving my soul's losing its weight
Didn't feel I belonged ever since I was eight
Visions of being great hope I make it to thirty eight
I be tryna move clean but how much more I can take
Cause I got me some burdens that wanna make me move weight
There's beauty in the struggle ugliness in the success
But damn baby I'd rather feel ugly inside Benz
See life ain't really pretty when she show her real face but it's whatever
I close my eyes & I hit first base
I'm not deep unless you people too shallow
Been a middle class kid in the third world
Walking on a tight rope it's hard to keep hope
I confess straight to God I don't need me a pope
I got friends in the ghetto I got friends in that gated community
Somebody show me utopia's embassy am out seeking my mental immunity
Cause Tell me what do u do when the Rich think you broke &
The broke think you rich Story of my life
Where's the fuckin happy ending but I can't fuckin end it
Cause there's people out there that's trapped in crossfires
Trapped on a beach where the racists throw bonfires
Trapped in a country where the leaders just know greed
Causing a stampede my mind it does bleed
I feel my demons breathe on my neck but
It can't compare to a knee on the neck bruh
When is Jesus coming back hope he comes with a black beret
Or more so let him come back with the same skin tone to help these species-atone
I just want to see the world grow & glow
Sick of passive aggression & afro gentrification
AKON just sold us out I'm not willing to see
How Africans gon pay out
Power to the people but we living in the dark
Power to the people out there sharing they spark
I get cold shivers when I sleep in my bed
I got scars buried Deep in my head
I got secrets that'll never ever be said
I got I got I get
I get cold shivers when I sleep in my bed
I got scars buried Deep in my head
I got secrets that'll never ever be said
I got I got I get