So tired of the bullshit
I grind teeth in my sleep trying to figure it out
So sick of excuses
They just use and abuse them
It's wearing me down
But I smile to conceal the pain
And I yell because I can't explain
It's a bit messy inside this brain
But oh no
I'm riding it out
With nothing but doubt doubt doubt doubt
I wanna be proud
I really wanna make you proud
So I
I'll Wait for the one way train
Taking off and I won't come back no
Cold feet the longer I wait
Some say that's it's brave
But it just ain't enough for me in this god damn place
So stuck that I just gotta muster it up
What's left of my worn out strength
So tired of the fight but I won't give it up
Got nothing but love and what I become
I hope it's enough
Long way from the easy lane
But they say I was born with a spoon in mouth
No I wasn't raised that way
I worked hard for the part but there's never a crowd
And you lie looking at my face and I smile cause
I know your faking
Still give and you just keep taking it all
But I'm riding it out
With nothing but doubt doubt doubt doubt
I wanna be proud
I really wanna make you proud
So I
I'll Wait for the one way train
Taking off and I won't come back no
Cold feet the longer I wait
Some say that's it's brave
But it just ain't enough for me in this god damn place
So stuck that I just gotta muster it up
What's left of my worn out strength
So tired of the fight but I won't give it up
Got nothing but love and what I become
I hope it's enough I hope it's enough yeah
I hope it's enough now now now
I hope it's enough yea I hope its enough
Yea, uh, listen
I been grinding
Waitin' for my time and
Pushing through these clouds till I see that silver lining
Runnin on e through these late late nights
But I still keep dreaming about my name in these lights oh yeah
I been broke I been broken
Cut wide open
All hope stolen
Paralyzed everything frozen
Had to look back on these plaques all platinum and gold
But y'all don't know me where I'm from what i'm made of
What I had to do just to get a little paper
Rock bottom hit different when you drop from the top
But I know I can't stop till I get it all back
To proud to beg but to stubborn to quit
I been up
I been down
But I'm still in the mix
I come way to far to turn back and forget about it
I'll wait for the one way train
Taking off and I won't come back no
Cold feet the longer I wait
Some say that's it's brave
But it just ain't enough for me in this god damn place
So stuck that I just gotta muster it up
What's left of my worn out strength
So tired of the fight but I won't give it up
Got nothing but love and what I become
I hope it's enough I hope its enough
Yeah I hope it's enough now now now
I hope it's enough yea I hope its enough