I
I don't know why
I even fucking try
When I
Just want to die
I cannot lie, man
I am lost
Inside my mind
And I cannot speak from in here
I
I've lost the time
I've lost the fucking time now
I don't want to see myself here
I know that I'm not safe here inside of my mind
But I don't want to waste anybody else's time
Lock it away somewhere I'll never find
The pressure builds up
Leaving me broken and blind
I have found a lie
That calms my dreary eyes
It's false and untrue
My brain don't have clue
I don't want to be
My own worst enemy
But I can't help it now
I guess it's in my nature
I don't want to be
My own worst enemy
I don't want to breathe
It's fucking smothering
I don't want to think
It's only killing me
I don't want to sleep
It's only misery
I don't want to hear what you think
I know that I'm not safe here inside of my mind
But I don't want to waste anybody else's time
Lock it away somewhere I'll never find
The pressure builds up
Leaving me broken and blind
I know that I'm not safe here inside of my mind
But I don't want to waste anybody else's time
Lock it away somewhere I'll never find
The pressure builds up
Leaving me broken and blind