I lost my mind today Please don't ask me how It's not a good story I'm certainly not proud It'd be another eulogy For all the things that I've already seen I owe myself apologies For all the shit that I've said to me I hate the way I'm seeing myself But at the same time I'm like everybody else I try so hard to make myself different But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit I lost my heart today And I won't tell you how It's somewhere out there beating between then and now I don't wanna be here anymore But when I try it slams me back through the door And when it gets dark and I lose my course I'll just guide myself with this wire torch I hate the way I'm seeing myself But at the same time I'm like everybody else I try so hard to make myself different But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit A misfit A misfit I hate the way I'm seeing myself But at the same time I'm like everybody else I try so hard to make myself different But I'm so scared I'm becoming a misfit A misfit A misfit A misfit Becoming a misfit