If I could only see What I've done to myself Within the walls of my mind The memories of misery that keep me up at night Tossing and turning Screaming will this ever end Whispering fears of doubt Telling me it's the end They only want to watch me burn Break me, fuck me up, forsake me I can't be set free Numb in the veins But the pain won't go away Hell's inside my mind and this gloom won't fade away If I could leave behind All the doubts that lingers now Inside my mind Before they drag me under It breaks me down becoming who I said I'd never be Keep on telling lies to keep up this masquerade To give the impression I'm someone always in control Now joy's a feeling that evades me Passes me by for momentary seconds of bliss ♪ I wish to be blinded by the wonders of life But really I'm just giving in I've lost myself to a voice inside my head In a world surrounded by love I'm still alone ♪ So alone ♪ If I could leave behind All the doubts that linger now Inside my mind Before they drag me under Give me something to cling to Somebody to help me find my way So I can leave behind The doubts that linger I wish to be blinded by the wonders of life But really I'm just giving in I've lost myself to a voice inside my head In a world surrounded by love I'm still alone ♪ I'm still alone