Its lonely at the top, but I'm to high to come back down
This valium and vodka are the only thing killing the sound
These tattooed memories on the top of my brain
Self medication is keeping me from going insane
I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed
Out the window shocked I'm not dead
A busted ankle and deep regrets
I guess that these drugs
Tried sobriety one too many times
Tried to face what's eating me inside
Exorcize demons that I fight
Try being me just for a night
Tired of these bullshit excuses
For pain pills I'm always abusing
This bottle goes down smoothly
It's me versus myself and I am losing
I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed
Out the window shocked I'm not dead
A busted ankle and deep regrets
These drugs are my safety net
I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed
Out the window shocked I'm not dead
A busted ankle and deep regrets
These drugs are my safety net
Why don't you
(I'm so high)
Walk in my shoes
(It's so lonely)
See how you do
(I might die)
With a noose around your neck
(You don't know me)
As you stand
(I'm so high)
With a hangman
(It's so lonely)
Holding your hand
(I might die)
In front of your biggest fans
(You don't know me)
I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed
Out the window shocked I'm not dead
A busted ankle and deep regrets
These drugs are my safety net
I'm waking up with a stranger in a bed
Out the window shocked I'm not dead
A busted ankle and deep regrets
These drugs are my safety net