It's a little hurtful that I can't just be confident and... In being with one person That I gotta look over my shoulder Looking at these girls on Instagram and... It's hard sometimes because, I don't have all that that they have And the sex has become my superpower It's like sex is where I, I'm finding my worth You know it's, that's the one thing that I know I can make you keep coming back to me But at the end of the day Even if you don't really want me, I know you gon' want that In one way it's empowering, in another it's, it's sad I feel moments of sadness knowing that, you know Just me alone and who I am is not enough