I lost myself before I fell in love with someone who brought me playfulness and light to my life At a time when I felt the complete opposite I felt a weight of responsibility, and I was very, very serious And he was just fine And as our relationship progressed I was always in his world And he wasn't really interested in mine He just wanted to enjoy the easy parts of me And there was no balance And I started to feel it, I started to feel ashamed, and used Until I got angry And I realized he couldn't have access to any parts of me Until he could accept and love all of me