I picked up the pieces after my last catastrophe
But now you're gone and I can't seem to find out what I need
Because you made me feel special, you made it harder to breathe
But almost broke my fucking heart when you decided to leave
You threw out every single inch of almost infinite trust
Along with every single bit of love and maybe some lust
You'll never get to restart, your holding place in my heart
And if I have to be honest, this is my least favorite part
You wanted someone with money, I wanted someone to care
You acted like I was funny, I found you hard to compare
But then you just got distant, just like you weren't even there
And so I picked up the message you want me out of your hair
Now I'm not one to express, these bitter signs of distress
I'm not a man, I'm a mess, when I'm alone I just stress
So now I'd really love to know why you've been seeing me less
Like come on...
You wanted finer things, let me down so violently
You wanted fancy rings, while I just wanted honesty
You only let me down, then ended things so silently
All based around the holes in my philosophy
You have a face that could launch over a thousand ships
You make the world seem brighter than it actually is
If I said I had a crush, tell me would I be remiss?
Since I was feeling Kind of crushed the day you started this shit
Let me outline all my thoughts while I just fix up the cracks
That you left in my soul after distorting the facts
Sitting in back of the class, wondering how to react
To the fact that I was meaninglessly given a pass
I don't know what I did wrong, you were my favorite song
You awoke a part of me I thought so long had been gone
But you just strung me along, taking up every other offer
All while switching sides like it's competitive soccer
I'm a fanatic for freedom, but it still sucks that you're leaving
Since I was hoping a spark could turn to a flame with some meaning
But now I'm done with my grieving, I'm moving on with my day
But that doesn't change the fact that I still wish you would stay
But come on
You wanted finer things, let me down so violently
You wanted fancy rings, while I just wanted honesty
You only let me down, then ended things so silently
All based around the holes in my philosophy