I'm hitting my rock bottom now, I'm tearin' at the seams
I knock on almost every door, but no one cares
It seems I got no friends right now
How come I got no friends right now?
My mind feels like a prison cell that I just can't escape
Those cigarettes keep pilin' up, I'm gettin' out of shape
I hate myself right now
How come I hate myself right now?
And no one seems to care about me fallin' apart
All my life waiting for someone to make it right
Take away the pain I feel at night
Wishin' I could outsource bein' alive
Plug into the aether, say goodbye
I don't wanna waste your precious timе
I'm sorry that I suck at life
I'm countin' off thе days until I'll finally feel okay
But it seems that day will never come if don't fix my brain
Can someone help me feel it now?
How come I cannot feel right now?
I fucked it up, took too much drugs, I fell in love with pain
Then I cut off all my family, yeah, I hate these heavy chains
They make me hate right now
That's why I hate myself right now
And maybe someone cares about me fallin' apart
All my life waiting for someone to make it right
Take away the pain I feel at night
Wishin' I could outsource bein' alive
Plug into the aether, say goodbye
I don't wanna waste your precious time
I'm sorry that I suck at life
Well, some of us just suck at life
Come on (woo)
All my life (hey, hey)
Want to make it right
Pain I feel at night (woo-hoo)
Outsource bein' alive (woo, woo)
Aether, say goodbye
Waste your precious time (one, two, three, four)
All my life waiting for someone to make it right
Take away the pain I feel at night
Wishin' I could outsource bein' alive
Plug into the aether, say goodbye
I don't wanna waste your precious time
I'm sorry that I suck at life