If thoughts could talk out loud in spaces Everyone was gonna hear me different, ah Cry inside for help Yeah, yeah, lost in my mind, think I done said it like too many times Lost where I'm headed, got red in my eyes And the last time I smoked I felt nothing but lies But I'm tryna, tryna, tryna to seek out the shine Reason to find me a reason to fly Need me a peace or release in mind But I'm ready this time, I put fury aside I got blood on my, blood on my, blood on my spine They all got caught in a caught in a lie Looking outside for something, they won't find But I'm ready this time, put it all on the line, line Line me up something to do I wanna find me a reason to lose I'm getting bored of exploring in Florida Find me a reason to fly out the roof If thoughts could talk out loud in spaces Everyone was gonna hear me different A cry from the other side Yeah, yeah, yeah Talking that talk get ridiculous I need my meds and my cigarettes Looking outside at these hypocrites I'm one to talk, I'm in love with the dividends I'll be outside when it's feeling right Wish I could show you your newest life Wish I could show you the truest high We could be flying together like you and I Knew what it was or what it could be Nightmares no more we just stuck in this dream Lightning on shore where the waves coming home If you're too sad to notice, I'Il carry you on And I'll carry you home like I carry the throne Drugs in my chalice, I'll sip it alone Full of remorse in my porcelain dome Ain't got time to relax, so I'm stuck in the cold If thoughts could talk out loud in spaces Everyone was gonna hear me different A cry from the other side