I got over it now it's just last night A female ghost in my room asked if Im alright Over and over She there tryna say she aint dead Tryna love me but I said I said I can not move on Cuz I did love her with all of my heart All of the time She said goodbye But Im still writing my feelings in blood Yeah Running been running been running away Looking outside and I hope for a change Want my heart back but I never complained If this time it's my time I got something to say I had a couple of convos that lasted some time in my mind Feel it all falling down Been afraid looking for something that couldn't exist I let go and then that's when I found Found myself trying to be done with hiding inside of my mind Know it's all in my head I heard a creek on the floor like my boredom It spoke to the silence and felt like the meds I'm feeling sick in the stomach I know that it's coming but I don't know how ima wait Feelings abundant, that heavily substance It feel like the drugs that I took on the way I can not move on Cuz I still love her with all of my heart All of the time She said goodbye But I'm still writing my feelings in blood I can not move on Cuz I still love her with all of my heart All of the time She said goodbye But I'm still writing my feelings in blood Yeah, yeah Lost and looking out for the last time Cost of getting down is getting mad high Glass a half amount like I was baptized Cash they pulling out I guess the bag dry Ashing my blunt on the rubber I'm burning My heart feeling colder but I'm never certain Thought it was over but just started hurting I carry it proud like I carry the burden The cost of my gratitude Inside my mind like a hollow truth Know it's my time if I follow through Running through obstacles Who finna slaughter who? Feet on they neck hear the solitude I hear they cries through the auto tune I'm done with hiding It's all on you Feelings in blood cuz a lie lead awful truths I can not move on Cuz I still love her with all of my heart All of the time She said goodbye But I'm still writing my feelings in blood I can not move on Cuz I still love her with all of my heart All of the time She said goodbye But I'm still writing my feelings in blood