Well I could go home if I want to And then what? Living off time that I've borrowed And then bought Where melodies They won't sing themselves to me And everything Seems to knock you off your feet Well I could find someone to talk to And then what? 'Cause half of shit I don't remember It's been lost The fallen leaves And the moonlight on the trees December brings All the pain you used to see I could never seem to let go of my own pride Lifting weights I can't handle for my own size The harmonies, they all sound so incomplete And everyone looks much happier than me I could find something to pass time, and then what? Waking up going through the motions, at what cost? The summer sky brings the dew out over east Reminding me of the kid I used to be