I wish I was mean to you Wish I meant anything to you Despite everything that I do Why does it always lead me back to you? When am I gonna see? Every little thing that's right about you is wrong for me I think we both agree, we're better off alone We're better, we're better off alone, I think we both agree Been avoidin' my therapist again 'Cause it's that much easier playin' pretend Let it sit for five minutes Then I go back and hit unsend (Sorry) Every time I try to romanticize all the good times I get hit with all the times you lied And that's why, that's why That's why Wish I was mean to you Wish I meant anything to you (Wish I meant something) Despite everything that I do Why does it always lead me straight back to you? When am I gonna feel butterflies with a nice guy? I just wanna vibe with a dude who puts me in a good mood Most of the time Doin' everything I can to survive the night, uh Been flaky lately (Been flaky) Try not to hate me, baby (Don't hate me, babe) Been flaky lately Try not to hate me, baby Uh, wish I was mean Wish I knew, wish I, wish I, wish I Wish I knew how to scream 'Cause I wish I was mean to you I wish I was mean (I wish I, I wish I)