Yeah
Last night I knew just what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering
I should've said I'm sorry, and I never meant to hurt you
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
How everything's my fault, yeah
Standing next to my phone just
Hoping you might call, but
I'm afraid that I'll let you down again
And you can go tell your friends
I, I want too many second chances
Taking them all for granted
Apologies in advances
And leaving you empty-handed
Yeah, I've been so bad for you
Don't worry, I hate me too, ooh
But I've been working on fixing my priorities
So that you're right at the
Top of the list and I don't ruin it
Like I always did
Promise I'll go through with it
Last night I knew just what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering
I should've said I'm sorry, and I never meant to hurt you
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
I wish you were here so that you could hear it
Wishing you were here so you can hear me say
Fucking-up's the only thing I ever did consistently
But I'm not who I used to be
Everything feels new to me
When you left, I finally found some clarity, yeah
But I've been working on fixing my priorities
So that you're right at the
Top of the list and I don't ruin it
Like I always did
Promise I'll go through with it
Last night I knew just what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering
I should've said I'm sorry, and I never meant to hurt you
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
Last night I knew just what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering
I'm sorry for the ricochet, I never meant to hurt you
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
I wish you were here so that you could hear it
Last night I knew just what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering
I should've said I'm sorry, and I never meant to hurt you
I wish you were here so that you could hear it all
I wish you could hear it all
All