If I could have a house In that moment I would treat it kind It smells like cardamom And candlesticks I didn't light If I could have a house In that moment I would treat it kinder Than I would my own I'm sitting on the front porch Hoping that I'm not alone If I could have a house Oh I didn't mean to make a mess here I can see the blood And I'll soak it up Into my favorite shirt I'll stay and till the dirt Use bare hands so that it hurts Life begins But She spins What good's a view If it's from a sandcastle Learning from your heart Don't feel like a hassle I hope you know Noone else is named "Darling" That name's so tired She deserves hiding Life begins But She spins I know you saw The lights over Hokkaido I sent them to you So you'd meet The angels that follow us Four for me and Four for you Someday I'll meet mine And you'll You'll meet yours too I know that I may have to bleed dear My heart's a tangerine Cut a slice and make it clean Like apartments in movie scenes We carry vacant dreams Snapping the arrows We made for good measure I hope the pain Was all worth the pleasure I hope our actions Were all out of love I don't know if I'd be here If it weren't for love Life begins But She spins I know you saw The lights over Hokkaido I sent them to you So you'd meet The angels that follow us Four for me and Four for you Maybe you'll meet mine And I'll meet yours too I know you saw The lights over Hokkaido I sent them to you So you'd meet The angels that follow us Four for me and Four for you I promise I'll try Living for me And I know that I wasn't perfect for you Don't need God to just Pray for perfection for you