For the things that I say And the decisions that I make May God be with us on this journey Conversation with God this morning I was wondering If this lifestyle is still for me Could I accomplish something that seems so promising, contradictions In Jesus name It ain't perfect but that's how we living Be a man so I can scratch that off my mother's wishlist Saturday morning, door to door, me and my brother witnessed A lot coming up City changing, heard they killing strangers out in Camelot But they ain't saying a lot so don't get buried in that sandbox Good thing I had pops show me the ropes, In a tug of war Feeling like I only see results, cause I struggle for it Ex-girl see me now, she be like 'Run, Forrest!' Wrote my name on the dollar bill Dropped out of school, now I drop jewels and rock jewelry I can't see the change but they say I ain't who I used to be Now that's from me to you, or you to me, now who am I Nobody until they die X 2 So you won't be lonely, I'll meet you at the crossroads I'll meet you at the crossroads I'm gonna miss everybody I'm gonna miss everybody Conversation with pop this evening Who said life would be easy I've been still battling demons Trying to build my foundation And I still ain't found myself but I stay patient And a passion for myself I try to reflect back on my neighbor Just cause you don't understand me that don't make you a hater You lost in your situation, circumstance is what you made it Men ignorant to the fact women is still degraded Come from a broken family, families like the Bradys ain't been around since the 80s Teenagers having babies Government trying to spit on our grave, that's what you made us Meditating and praying, will somebody come and save us Counting my blessings till I'm spiritually rich Get ahead 'til they can't figure out what year that it is What is time? And if you possess it in your mind That mean its yours, that mean its yours yeah If you possess it in your mind That mean it yours, that mean its yours yeah X 2 Cause you won't be lonely, I'll meet you at the crossroads I'll meet you at the crossroads I'm gonna miss everybody I'm gonna miss everybody