Run away, never thought that I would live to see the day But I'm standing all alone, without a house to call my own Mhmm, Mhmm Small and afraid, the walls are closing in as night turns to day Can barely keep my head on straight, all I'm feeling is this weight Weighting me down, weighting me down I tried to remind myself, it wasn't my job to save you Making me sick like a god damn flu, it was your job to protect me But you hurt me worst than any person I knew Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding A knife in my chest just a sick open wound Day dreams of a life so different I don't know what to do I'm Not okay, I haven't been in awhile now Told put on another face, did you forget I'm a child How am I the one to blame Told everything is my fault, so tired of the bullshit Did you forget you're the adult I'm use to hurting I'm used to the tears Trick myself to believe after all these years That you had changed, a different man I just don't understand how you can Broken promises love and lies Interchangeable in your eyes I just can't do this anymore, my hearts an aching gaping hole There's nothing left to give I tried to remind myself, it wasn't my job to save you Making me sick like a god damn flu, it was your job to protect me But you hurt me worst than any person I knew Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding A knife in my chest just a sick open wound Day dreams of a life so different A life away from you I'm Not okay, I haven't been in awhile now Told put on another face, did you forget I'm a child How am I the one to blame Told everything's my fault, so tired of the bullshit Did you forget you're the adult Mhmm, Mhmm I try to remind myself it wasn't my job to save you Making me sick like a god damn flu It was your job to protect me But you hurt me worse than any person I knew Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding A knife in my chest just a sick open wound Day dreams of a life so different A life away from you