I'm hating this So often it feels like I'm faking it I need to find my steady ground Cause lately I don't feel as cool as I once did so maybe I need to slow things way back down What I'm wanting now is different than when I was young Don't you get me wrong I've wanted what everyone does My brother's building his family a home, And I think it'll have a white picket fence I don't know about you, but I've been thinking about it There's two sides of it I'm pursuing my dreams but I ain't decided yet If I like the highs more than I hate the come down I'm getting tired of it Some days I'm losing heart, some days I'm finding it I spend most of my time in the lost and found What I'm wanting now is different than when I was young Don't you get me wrong I've wanted what everyone does My brother's building his family a home, And I think it'll have a white picket fence I don't know about you, but I've been thinking about it What I'm wanting now is different than when I was young Don't you get me wrong I've wanted what everyone does My brother's building his family a home, And I think it'll have a white picket fence I don't know about you, but I've been thinking about it