When I list out all my problems You're the first one trying to solve them Even when I hit the bottom You're always there But lately I've been drowning in an ocean in my head I'm Overthinking everything and talking to myself Sleeping wide awake trying to run away Gotta change before it's too late It might be useless It might seem stupid I can't be myself With all these bruises I know you're thinking That you can fix me You're trying to help but baby First I need to fix myself You don't need all of this drama I know you got other options Let me handle all my trauma Without you It might be useless It might seem stupid I can't be myself With all these bruises I know you're thinking That you can fix me You're trying to help but baby First I need to fix myself I need to I need to First I need to fix myself I need to I need to First I need to fix myself I need to I need to I need to I need to Get out my head Quit over thinking Clean up my mess I need to I need to Give it my best Slow down my breathing Make amends Yah I need to I need to It might be useless It might seem stupid I can't be myself With all these bruises I know you're thinking That you can fix me You're trying to help but baby First I need to fix myself Fix myself I need to I need to You're trying to help but baby First I need fix myself