I can't decide
Do I share my pain and say what's on my mind?
I try to speak, but can't defeat my pride
Nowhere to hide
I can feel my body shifting into flight
But something pulls me down and I don't know why
I wish there was an explanation
For how I truly feel
A therapeutic meditation
For my blue thoughts to heal
I can't begin to tell you
What happens
Something knocks me out
And I'm trapped inside myself
(Inside myself)
I can't begin to tell you
Why I've been so caught up in my pride
It seems that I'm trapped inside myself
(Inside myself)
I know it's wrong
To invite the rain and wonder why it comes
Pouring down until my feet go numb
What have I become?
Breaking down while counting seconds one by one
Pick up the pace, it's time to face the sun
I wish there was an explanation
For how I truly feel
A therapeutic meditation
For my blue thoughts to heal
I can't begin to tell you
What happens
Something knocks me out
And I'm trapped inside myself
(Inside myself)
I can't begin to tell you
Why I've been so caught up in my pride
It seems that I'm trapped inside myself
(Inside myself)
All my life, I tried to hide it
Never standing up to fight it
Now I know I have to choose
Own the night or be abused
All my life, I tried to hide it
Never standing up to fight it
Now I know I have to choose
Own the night or be abused
All my life, I tried to hide it
Never standing up to fight it
Now I know I have to choose
Own the night or be abused
All my life, I tried to hide it
Never standing up to fight it
Now I know I have to choose
Own the night or be abused