I couldn't wait to waste my life Like pulling teeth to get my head straight, so why try? Calling out the devil is one thing, facing him is another I let it reach the limit, give it just a little bit In time I'm sure you would admit that you had hardly suffered So chin up The gun to your head wasn't even loaded Look what you're made of Let that thought take you away As I drift into another escape See this through Just once is all I ask I'm sick of failing you So breathe, just scream Do what you need... To dig down deep This quickened pace is not much fun My legs are weak from all this buried burden burrowing Beneath my will and now I'm done This run was good but I was mistaken I think I finally see exactly what I need to prove our fuckin' seat At the table wasn't given, it was taken And I'll bet my bottom dollar, I'll follow blind Can't get my feet wet or leave my baggage behind As I slowly snuff the fire you made I'll fade into a useless escape See this through Just once is all I ask I'm sick of failing you So breathe, just scream Do what you need... To dig down deep I see ghosts that just won't let go This complacency is getting quite old I reached in but nothing took hold I'm lost it seems or so I've been told See this through Just once is all I ask I'm sick of failing you So breathe, just scream Do what you need... To dig down deep So breathe, just scream Do what you need... To dig down deep