If this was my last day with you I would silently observe the reflection of this room in your eyes Hoping to feel present for the first time If this was my last day here I would break the glass resting on my skin That invisibly separates me from this world And from you If this was my last day with you I wouldn't tell you I would talk to you about my half-finished poems As if I had the courage to write again Hoping someday you will finish them While you might be searching for me Between the lines Or trying to forget me If you notice my voice shaking While talking to you Try to ignore it If you notice my eyes getting blurry Find comfort in your sudden disappearance And wait for gravity to reveal you again If I die tomorrow I would finally realize that the ambient pain Is another proof that I'm still alive You know I know The fragility of everything The fragility of me I know You know That as the sunset approaches Every time you smile I die a little bit I'm sorry I haven't touched you enough You see, I can only say "I love you" In silence You might be angry with me For hiding it from you But all I wanted was another normal day with you If I don't die tomorrow I will live as if I could