I used to keep my dark a secret I used to keep my heart in pieces He said he liked me better as a mess He said he wants to save me from myself I'm not, not gonna lie I think, think I could die Happy, happy, happy in his eyes Lay me down in the river Love me like I'm a sinner Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down If I drown in the river Will my soul be delivered? Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down Can't help I'm feeling like a reject Sometimes I feel so damn derelict You bathe me in the saltiest of tears When I'm sad they show me how to face my fears I'm not, not gonna lie I think, think I could die Happy, happy, happy in his eyes Lay me down in the river Love me like I'm a sinner Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down If I drown in the river Will my soul be delivered? Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down Bury all my skeletons and let 'em stay dead Exorcise the demons makin' homes in my head And wash away my dirt and wash away this hurt And lay me down to rest I'm not, not gonna lie I think, think I could die Happy, happy, happy in his eyes Lay me down in the river Love me like I'm a sinner Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down If I drown in the river Will my soul be delivered? Lay me down, lay me down, lay me down