Hopscotch in the holidays Wind chimes blow and sway Today I'm on my own Lookin' back to another day Felt just like yesterday Today I'm all alone But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me I take the weight, I take the pain So you don't feel the strain Today I'm running low My mind races, my body aches But I'll do what it takes Today it's all I own But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me Oh yeah you can't stop a man from tryin' or cryin' too Oh I'll do what I can do and trust until it feels, feels true Hopscotch in the holidays Wind chimes blow and sway Today I'm on my own But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me But I'm still alive and I'm gonna find what's killing me