When I was young, I wore your clothes Red lipstick on, blush on my nose I didn't think I broke the rules I just knew I felt beautiful I grew up hating how I looked In my disguise from head to foot I never felt like I was wrong Where there was more to beautiful I hurt my voice to make it deep I changed my clothes and way I speak I made my world so gray and dull So it might not be beautiful So I made friends who hurt me So I wouldn't do it myself And I cobbled together an image of man Without anybody's help And I danced with the person I wanted to be 'Til your god made me afraid That I would die living my life I see an angel in the mirror They smile back, they see me here They're not a boy and not a girl And I think they are beautiful Yes, I think they are beautiful And I think they are beautiful Blood and roses, late night nosebleeds I can see this angel in me Name and gender, smear my lipstick I can change and still feel homesick Picture-perfect body image Pronouns, guns and chilling visage Tattoos, piercings, revolution I'm my New Year's resolution I see an angel in the mirror They smile back, they see me here They're not a boy and not a girl And I think they are beautiful I think I am beautiful