I walk down the same street every night
Just to feel some peace and quiet
And the moon looks down on me
Wish I were tall enough to see her really
I play the same four songs over again
To feel the words hit my chest
And I cry when I see a grey car driving past me
I'm a mess, but I loved you the best
And I wish I could hate you better
Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name
Like I'm still in the room
And I wish that you loved me more
All the ways I was torn
In pieces for you
Wish I had held on harder
Where we sat on the fire escape
Did she pull you in or did you pull her
I just sat there in silence, didn't know what to say
And I wish I could hate you better
Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name
Like I'm still in the room
And I wish that you loved me more
All the ways I was torn
In pieces for you
Do you think about it
The last time you felt my presence
We stood on the front steps of your parents old house
The night I found out
Does it make you feel sick
I talk to the moon, tell her all about you
Inferior complex
Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name
I wish I could hate you better
And I wish that you loved me more