For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy You lay on the floor of your new house With the walls you painted dark blue You talk to yourself Never felt so alone I call, you don't pick up the phone He left you for another back in winter Geminis and their ways When you hesitated I stopped trying And I think about it to this day But I write you letters sign them For Lucy I swear to god I'm trying Can't you see There's this space we made up Between us You lay in your bed with the lights on What good is a friend if she's not home And I'm trying to mend it By being relentless I don't know how to act, don't know what to say You got stuck in a dark place when he left And I tried to be there, oh I promised When we were little kids Said we'd give anything But nothings the same So I write you letters sign them For Lucy I swear to god I'm trying Can't you see There's this space we made up Between us And I hold my breathe and whisper For Lucy I called you my sister Then watched you bleed In this space we made up Between us So I'm standing on your doorstep In the floodlights I can see your bloodshot eyes Oh nothings as I planned it Are you alright Are we alright Oh I'm standing on your doorstep With a letter I wrote back when we felt so much better Oh nothings as I planned it But please just read For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy For Lucy