I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen
Friends in a while, they like
To tell me
I'll be alright but signs
Are pointing
It's getting bad again
I've drained out all my energy
Can't seem to find my inner peace
I keep on tugging
Try to convince myself I'll be better
Just lying to myself
It's just the changes in the weather
I used to laugh at lots of things
Now I'm always scrolling mindlessly
'Cause nothing brings me joy
It's such a shame, it's so confusing
It sucks the life out of me
Can't even hype up my music
I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen
Friends in a while, they like
To tell me
I'll be alright but signs
Are pointing
It's getting bad again
I'm slacking every night of sleep
Some days I get too sad to eat
It takes a lot to fuel yourself
And work well independent
My tank is running low on gas
Can't bother to refill it
I hate to live my life this way
I wish I could appreciate
You don't know how badly I want to stop and smell the roses
Unfortunately I've got some allergies
I can't enjoy it
I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen
Friends in a while, they like
To tell me
I'll be alright but signs
Are pointing
It's getting bad again
I'm trying
To get over this
I'm fighting
I lost control of it
I'm hiding
From the hopelessness
I'm sorry
It's getting bad again
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I don't speak
I've been quietly lately
Haven't seen
Friends in awhile
And I'm just lonely
I can't deny the signs are pointing
It's getting bad again
I'm trying
To get over this
I'm fighting
I lost control of it
I'm hiding
From the hopelessness
I'm sorry
It's getting bad again
No, no, no, no, no
It's getting bad again