Years go by and it feels like I wasted my youth I spent all my time just trying to fake my truth I thought that I'd be over it by now I'm finding a way to get through this somehow Cuz I'm still healing From all of my feelings Cuz I hurt you so bad And I hurt me so bad With all of the things that I'd do I'm still healing Lately I've been needing distance Sometimes I think that's all I know Recovering gets inconsistent Left with nowhere else to go Save me from all my decisions Seems like everything I do is wrong Maybe I should take the time and listen Stop rushing everything Cuz for so long, I've been so cruel to my mind Now I'm facing my past and watching it rewind (oh baby) Cuz I'm still healing From all of my feelings Cuz I hurt you so bad And I hurt me so bad With all of the things that I'd do I'm still healing Oh I'm still healing, healing baby ♪ Cuz I'm still healing From all of my feelings Cuz I hurt you so bad And I hurt me so bad With all of the things that I'd do I'm still healing