Got a lot of pain in my heart A lot of them I kept it in the dark Cuz I got the strength to carry on But that don't mean I wanna carry on now Tryna find a balance in my life I pour my soul into my music, that's my light Forgetting how to focus on myself I keep writing and expending mental health I don't even talk to my friends no more Feels a waste of time, so I shut that door Tryna get success 'cuz I just want more Guess I'm fuckin' scared just to fall on the floor Yeah I got responsibilities Use my gifts and my God-given abilities Yeah I don't want this shit to go down Thats why I'm giving all now but Sometimes I wanna be a kid again Sometimes I wanna be a kid again I don't wanna care about this shit No I don't wanna care about this shit Sometimes I wanna be a kid again Sometimes I wanna be a kid again I don't wanna care about this shit now I don't wanna care about this shit