My whole life I wanted to grow older Now I find the older I get I am loathing the sight of grown-up self I find cancers in my soul's essence I can't explain this to myself but I wonder How did I even begin to become all I've done and all I am Defeat all I was Was I ever innocent Oh Child did you die Did I end you with what I am Oh Child I know you tried to save me from myself I'm sorry I failed us (I failed us) My life now is overcome by a hunger For sabotage to all I am Is there nothing of you that I could be Nothing of you child to set me free Oh Child do you hide Do you fear the sight of yourself Oh Child I know you tried to save me from ourselves I'm sorry I failed us (I failed us) Is there redemption for the sinners like us(For me) Are the saints the ones who only break free (Always breaking free, they're breaking free) What made us the way we seem to be (The way we seem to be) What help us, help what we've seen Oh Child do you hide Do you fear the sight of yourself Oh Child I know you tried to save me from ourselves I'm sorry I failed us (I failed us)